Saturday, September 22, 2007

Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day

Today was no good. None at all. For the second time this week I broke down in the middle of work. We are talking serious breakdown, with crying and the whole bit. Yeah, I am awesome. Days like today and Thursday make me want to change my career. Thank goodness for my capstone preceptor. She was at work today and talked to me for a while. Or at least listened to me for a while. She has faith in me. That will hold me up for a while. On the way home from work I listened to an EFY CD. "There's a masterpiece hidden underneath all these imperfections. Chisel down to it, let your heart do it, don't be distracted." That is what I feel like. I have a whole bunch of crap on top of a pretty decent soul. I just hope that the Lord will have patience with me as I am bounced through the current of life and perfected in the Refiner's fire. I have no where to go but up from here. One day at a time. One hour at a time. One minute.


Liz Johnson said...

Ummm life stinks sometimes. I'm so sorry. :( If you ever want to vent or cry via phone (or in person, shortly!!!!!!!!), I am always happy to listen. You're in my prayers and I'm thinking things should be getting better, gosh darn it.

Lani said...

Andrea, I'm so sorry things are hard right now. I don't know what's up, but I will be praying for you and sending love your way.

Hilary said...

Sorry things are tough right now . . . I'm thinking of you. Just remember that after some of the toughest parts of life, follows the sweetest!